我还爱你吗？

My heart broke...when i know ur tears drop...

Seeing u suffering will make my heart broke...

How i wish u can live as happy as u want to...

but u told u that u cried.

I duno how to describe the feelings...

It hurt...

to u and to me....

I am still...

Keep thinking about u....

haihz...

I love you.

words cant describe the love towards u.

i love u

and i really really do.

I am still wondering....

What am i to u actually?

Ur bestie?

I used to think so...

I used to think u dun share ur feeling and thinking to someone easily...

But i realise thats not really the way it is....

Am I just like some other guys out there in ur heart?

If its so....

I will choose to let go...

and i know i should.......

But,

I am just too weak to do so.....

Silly?

Dumb?

I think so too...

Maybe its time to fully let go?

Suffering wont make urself look better.

Grow?

After all the incident that happened on these days...

I realize that I had grow much more stronger than I though..

Mindset had gone into another level..

I am more mature now.

Sorry i lied to u...

The weird feelings...

I had start to accept the truth...

I guess im getting stronger this time..

But it still feel very bad when i see both of u together...

Darn...

I am putting too much of love to someone...

Maybe i should do like wat chia ming told me to do so...

Dun like anyone...

Thanks..

Thanks alot to all the friends that staying by my side and support me...It really mean alot to me...i appreciate ur love and caring...

Ru, is really touched when u ask me out juz bcoz u are worry abt me...thx for asking me out for a talk...really...words cant express out how much i appreciate ur caring...thx alot...

Sorry for being like this these day...I really cant control myself...made everyone around me worried...

SORRY.....

Why must you choose at this time?

When the time i need u the most...

Why all the strike happen at the same time...

I am just a normal human...

I dun wanna be strong...

I juz wanna b myself...

Why the world is pushing me so hard?

Cant even giv me a time to recover..

I am badly damaged...

But i cant even show my scar to anyone...

help......i really need help....

I just hope that she will be ok...

Dun let her get any hurt plz...

At least...

She is happy...

then im ok...

Got kicked out frm the house.

All alone now.

Found actually i can rely my trust on someone.

Putting all my trust and care to her.

She lied to me.

She is with someone now.

dream come true?

It hurt...

I tot no lies?

I am hurt...

But u dun giv a damn...

Really that fun to fool me around?

Sleep, Awake

I slept...and awake...by a dream...

Wake up and found out tear rolling down...

How long since the last I saw tear from my eyes...

Heart afflict by the pain to keep me awake...

Everythings seem to be so real...

I am afraid...

What if it really happened?

It hurt...

Lucky is just a dream...

I know..this time I am really fallen into u...

Brain just cant stop thinking of u...

I really mean it this time...

I LOVE YOU...

我爱你...

Do u know that?

25/03/09

Sorry..this time i really know that i failed...Failed to keep my promise toward myself and everyone. As u had ad known, i told u that i wont fall for u...but now... I failed...and I fall...

Been trying to stop this feeling eversince I suspecting it. I know...its not right..but now..I cant...I am really falling into u. Could anyone help? Could anyone understand? 

Forgive me....